I SERIOUSLYY

consider vlogging. Like yeah as if I'm attractive enough, or smart enough to talk something beneficial and informative for 15 minutes straight.

But yeah

In all seriousness, I do consider vlogging. Maybe one day

Write Again

So hey, I already turned 19 about twenty days ago. I guess my writing would be more mature now, with lots of grammar mistake. Honestly, being a student in all-Malay university doesn't help much with your English.

I haven't write for about a year now. What happened during those times? Well, I basically destroyed my heart and relive it again over and over. I have abused my heart. I am now taking a break. Not sure it's a 2 months break, 2 weeks break or 2 hours break. But I know I need to mend it a little.

I know I'm unlovable and every males are so unattainable to me.

Love is uncontrollable. You can't help from catching feelings neither making someone falls in love with you.

But one thing, YOU DESERVE THE LOVE YOU WOULD GIVE

Bottom line is, I'm 19 years old and I never found a guy who can loves me for a solid second. I couldn't find a guy who would try when I'm not trying. I couldn't find a guy who would stay after I've made a mistake. NO GUY EVER

I'M UNLOVABLE

I'M UNLOVABLE

One thing that can heal a little is jumping off a cliff at night under full moon and still survives. - hell yeah you are allow to LOL at this statement