Immaturity And The Douchebag

My immaturity drives people crazy - my sister, some guy, and me. Is immaturity a personality, or is it just an unwise act for adults? - the 18 years old me. If it is a personality, I will feel a lot better. I don't mind being immature - making hasty decisions, saying things without thinking, get obsessed over little things. But I do have problem with people around me (people that I give a shit on their opinion) if  they think my immaturity is something negative.

Like what happened just now :
There is this guy, who happens to be my brother's friend named motherfuckaabullshittingongirlswhenimnotevenhot. Or we can call him FH. So FH have been chatting with me for weeks, mingling around. So he thought he liked me - eventhough I know I'm not his type, which his type is those girls who are not internationally internet sensation, but sensation enough to the Malays social-network-typical-society.

Case 1 - Okay the thing here is, he asked me to go out on date to THIS place, where he had already taken my close friend, to THIS place on a date. So I don't know how could he be so dumb, using the same tactis on two friends?

Case 2 - He asked my brother if he could be more than just friends with me (which deep down inside my brother won't agree because he knows FH is a real asshole to girls). My bro said that its up to me, but do I want it? NAHH, of course nahh. Because you're just a tall guy with muscular arms with no functioning brain when it comes to I HATE YOU, DO YOU HAVE A FUCKING IDEA ABOUT THAT? But when I rejected - nicely, a few days later my another friend told me that he told her he likes my friend that he brought on the date. I know, WTF? WTF?

Why am I so angry? - He knows, he knows that I rarely open up to relationships with guys. So when I opened up to him, he filled me with bullshits. He told me he likes me, but the truth is he was just desperate for girls. So why say things when you don't mean it. He is a friend to my brother, like don't you have a fucking respect to my brother that you treat me like I'm 2 cents? Oh and do you know that, EVERY GIRLS THAT HAVE TALKED TO YOU THINK YOU'RE ANNOYING AS HELL? Pretending to be sad and weak and innocent, like do you even awake? Like you're making yourself look like a JOKE, you're a JOKE and please be embarassed about it.

* Now I see why you're 20 and still single, because you are so full of bullshits. 'I like you' to Girl 1, 'I think I've fall in love with you' to Girl 2. 'I need you' to Girl 3.

Conclusion : I was so angry that I blocked him on social networks, asked my friend to not talk to him, asked my brother to never brought him home - cause if he does, I will throw a hot water on that douche's face. Was I being immature? Yes. Did he deserved that? No, he deserves worse. Some girls would just ignored him, which what I planned to do but I CAN'T, I CAN'T. I want him to know that I HATE HIM. He has to know that he is someone TO HATE. I'm trying to keep my anger classy, I'm trying. Though I have ruined it by 30 percent.

So I see now, maybe I'm 18 and immature, but you're 20 and stupid.